Tootie: I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry.
Tonio: Why, babe, what happened?
Tootie: I can't tell you, I can't tell you.
Tonio: Tootie, honey, what's wrong, you need to tell me.
Tootie: I didn't mean to, I didn't want to....
Tonio: Tootie, you need to tell me.
Tootie:I can't, I can't.
Tonio: Whatever it is we'll get through it. Honey, please, please tell me.
Tootie: Please, please understand, I didn't mean for this to happen.
Tonio: Honey, whatever it is, I'm here for you. You're upset, now please explain to me why my baby's upset.
Tootie: Yes, I know. Yes, yes.....But you need to see, you need to understand.
Tonio: I promise, I love you now please just tell me why you're crying.
Tootie: I, I didn't mean to. It wasn't suppose to happen like that.
Tonio: What, what happened?
Tootie: I went to a bar, to try to get my thoughts together, blow off some steam, and I started talking to this guy. And I knew I shouldn't have been, I knew what he was looking for, but he seemed I don't know okay. I felt like I could talk to him, like he was actually interested in me. And I think I just needed to be wanted, just needed to think I was worthy of that kind of affection still. So I talked to him, and I told him that I was a little stressed, so he asked me if I wanted to take a walk. It sounded like a good idea at the time.... So I told him I was going to go to the powder room really quickly, and when I came back I finished my drink and we left. He started talking about how cute he thought I was, how interesting, and then it was like his words were getting all scrambled and messed up, so I just stopped, and then, I don't know. I must have fainted or something. I can't remember anything after that, but then I woke up, and I was in a bed of trash bags in an alley, I was bruised all over. He wasn't really gay, he just wanted to beat me up, and and....(starts crying)
Tonio: Shh, shh.
Tootie: This never would have happened if hadn't started a fight over something as stupid as that. Why did I do that?
Tonio: Because, you know you can. You know that I care about you so much that you know no matter what, we'll be okay.
Tootie: I shouldn't have gone, I shouldn't have even talked to him.
Tonio: You didn't know. And I can't believe what that bastard did to you. Spiked your drink and then beat you up like that, I mean, god.....That's why I never go to clubs, those kinds of guys drive me nuts. Ya know, you're actually lucky, some guys have been killed because of those guys.
Tootie: I know, I know.... I'm stupid, so stupid.
Tonio: No you're not, you're perfect. You're more than perfect, you're mine. And now you're here with me, and I'm not gonna hurt you. You're gonna be okay. It's gonna be okay.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
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