Did Queen REALLY want to ride their bicycle?

So, not that it's anything new......but I've been thinking that when I ride my bike that nothing else really matters. I mean, true, I guess it does matter, but still.... You know how some people say when they run, or meditate that everything becomes clear? Well, when I ride my bike I just find myself thinking of all of these little things. Like, poetry, acting, singing, writing, and just life in general. I analyze things and attempt to understand things. Like, I sort things out, and figure out what really matters to me.

And when I bike, I find myself feeling like if I just push a little harder I'll just lift off the ground. Of course, that's dreadfully silly. In fact, juvenial and stupid. But somehow, flying has always meant total freedom to me.

I remember when I was younger, and all I wanted to do was ride my bike with my friend Tess. God, I haven't hung out with Tess in years. Anyway, there wasn't an ounce of fat on my body because all I did was ride my bike, swim and jump on the trampoline. WHERE DID ALL OF THIS ENERGY GO?!?!?

I had something intellegent to say...but frankly I don't feel like being interesting, cause there's nothing on youtube...........I love youtube............it's an addiction.

What is love? Does Haddaway even know?

I truly do not understand relationships in highschool. Now you're probably like wow Molly, um, and when did you last have a relationship? Well, ya, it's true I'm certainly not the girl on every guys arm. In fact, I don't really even have any guy friends. I mean sure, I know guys who are nice to me, but none that I can REALLY talk to. And if they DO talk to me, I probably do not want much to do with them. Any who, THAT, my good friends is simply NOT the point. (wow with the big words Molly)

All today, and for a few weeks, I've been thinking about what it means to be 'in love'. Is it a state of mind? Is it a state of being? Is it only physical? (I'm not just talking kisses, hugs, and such, but like, adreniline rushes, heart pulsates) Or are they just words? Are we all just saying that we 'love' someone because we need them? Do we get married because we know that that person makes us feel funny (in a good way) and you can just tolerate each other? Also, people who get divorced, were they ever truly in love? Or just lust? Puppy love? [insert another word for love-like things].

Once again I'm going on one of those tangents that simply is not what I was trying to say. Alright. This is what I've been TRYING to say. How on earth can you 'love' someone after you've only been going out with them for a week? And then you break up with them after a week? What?!?!?!?! That is most certainly not LOVE my good sir or madam. Love takes time, and doesn't get ruined after one week. That is simply proposterous and guvenial, and if you are that guvenial, that you shouldn't even be ALLOWED to date!

Now, don't think I'm down on love. In fact, I've just spent the last hour listening to a song that I kinda keep wishing was written about me. The likelyhood of this is quite low, but a girl can dream....can't she?

Like I said, I'm just an ordinary girl, none too special. :-/

(but the most ordinary girls, are secretly the most special)