You come away with a great little story. Of a mess of a dreamer, with the nerve to adore you.

It's adorable the way you care
,it's so nice to know that you're there.
It's cute that you say good night,
it's cute the way you kind of bite.
I love that you're kind of a nerd,
and I love the way that we occured.
The way you hold my hand in yours,
I hope you'll sit with me on tour(s).
The way you make me smile,
the way that you talk a while.
How you spell words wrong,
but I fix them before long.
When you tell me that I'm cute,
the way you go so mute.
How you make me feel happy,
even if my day was crappy.
But most of all,
how you're kind of tall.
And I'm kind of not,
but at least I've got,
You to keep me standing.

I wanna write words,
that only you can see.
I wanna say the things,
you've said to me.

But it's still so early,
and I'm so unsure.
Because she offered.
I'm worried about her.

I'm still so young,
and not ready for much.
Kissing is the closest
that you've promised to touch.

I couldn't stop askin', baby why can't you just stay?I put all my eggs in one basket, and the basket walked away.

but i didn't want it to be. you did. so it's harder for me.And I just can't see, why you didn't want us to be we?

I know I can't change it. but I would give anything to be able to.I can't change what happened, but there must be something I can do.

I hate other things so I don't hate you. because that'd be too hard,I hate that you stopped loving me, when I'd just let down my gaurd.

I hate that I still cared about you, and you just one day stopped.I was floating on balloons of happiness, that suddenly popped.

Is this real life?

[16:51] Dropkick4life93: boy, im havin a bad day
[16:51] matronofthemic: I'm sorry.
[16:51] matronofthemic: what happened?
[16:51] Dropkick4life93: alot
[16:51] matronofthemic: would you care to elaborate?
[16:52] Dropkick4life93: i gues,s just friends being dicks, techers, school, life in general, just on of those day
[16:52] Dropkick4life93: s
[16:52] matronofthemic: would you care to CONTINUE to elaborate?
[16:52] Dropkick4life93: not really
[16:54] matronofthemic: friends are jerks, but in a week they won't be. teachers are stressful, but remember they don't know what it's like to be our age in THIS age, school is just suckish and hard but you HAVE to do it and when it's over it's all worth it, and life is just necessary.

Don't worry worry super scurry

And if you judge me by the music I listen to, you'd think I was a girly flesh-eating piano-plunking guitar-slamming love child concieved by rednecks.


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