So Chamber Singer rehersal starts in a few hours.

I hate that opening question. No one EVER laughs at my joke.


no seriously, they never do.

at all.


not ever a chuckle.


a guaf.


nada.


nothing.


ooooh post secret.

hm, nothing too exciting. too relatable.
I guess I'm just searching for my own secret lying their on the page.
It has not surfaced yet.




but I believe one day that it will.

God I hate waking up early.

but I hate sleeping-in. It makes me feel so worthless and dumb.

God I hate that so many people wished him Happy Birthday.
He's never been really very nice to me at all.
He didn't even say hello to me at that audition.
I don't get it...

god I love nerdfighters. how you can leave a comment for ANYONE and EVERYONE is so very nice! It really is such a great online community.

God I'm worried about today.

I wonder if I'll get my present today... I kind of hope not.

oh, I really want to go listen to my new John Mayer Live cd.

god I wonder what he got me.....eep!

haha, I wonder if he chose something Rachel recomended. lol. I can't wait to see that girl!

Kitties....

But I'm still sad about Baby, but she lived so long. Sorry, he. I know. I know.


I did NOT spend this summer right. I should have been outside playing all summer.
I wasn't.
And I regret it.
So maybe I'll leave and go outside and read.
Get a tan?
Probably not.
But here's hoping?
WISH ME LUCK!!! XD